Nothing's absolute!

I thought I made a wise decision, but i'm afraid it wasn't wise enough to stop this bad feeling haunting me. I thought everything would be back in order in no time, but the fact is, there is something bothering me, and why/what is that? what does that feel when plans don't work as you expected? what does that feel when the situation is going out of your control?

Why is that in this logical world things don't work the way they should be? Shouldn't there be a logical pattern that we could follow when we get lost? shouldn't there be an ultimate solution that we always could count on when we go into astray? Is there anything absolute that we could rely on?

When it looks so obvious that things don't work out, two people don't mesh, we are still willing to give a shot until we're crashed and burned. There is always a sign for that a precaution would prevent such things from happening and eventually resulting to a no-one-gets-hurt situation, but we always assume that we are capable of taking an adventure, chances are, 50% and 50%. However, if the winning 50% doesn't seem to be on your side, be prepared for a serious impact which might take just as long as it takes to get over.

Why is it made sound like a catastrophe?? The world is still running, sun comes up and down just as the way it was, except that you are not feeling the same anymore, not for as long as it takes.